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The Space Between Insane And Insecure

MC Jake
I tend to feel that I would like people better if when they talked, they did so in my voice and said things that I wanted them to say.

I habitually try and respond to my impulses and love making things...lots of things. If I have an idea, even if its sort of a lame one, it will absolutely torture me if I don't follow through with it. This is why I lead a 60% tortured existence and have accepted that therapy is probably unavoidable.

I'm really bad at crossword puzzles but feel that if I don't do them, then the crossword puzzles will have won. I cannot return to a state of crossword puzzle complacency.

I'm also not really interested enough in what I have to say about myself to continue writing.

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