It occurred to me, as I was consuming mass quantities of japanese udon noodles this afternoon, that I am in a continual state of reassuring myself that I am in fact saner than most people I know. This issue doesn't seem to want to resolve itself, especially in the face of such glaringly hypocritical instances as "waking up with confusing company: 2006!" or "smoking a bowl Im 90% sure was laced with coke: 2006".
Its funny, sometimes I wonder if I somehow feel morally obliged to act on impulses that lead me to behave like an out of control teenager. Do I have an irresponsible civic duty to remove all suspicion that Im slowly traversing a slippery slope?
i think college is interesting, but i might be wrong.